day 18 - "we were meant to live for so much more"

as i lay in my bed tonight, i am reminded of how God is awesome and is faithful to us, but also am reminded that life is hard and to live out a life representing God is a constant battle. its not about the times when everyone is seeing that matters, but at those times when no one sees. this mini battles make up to big ones. i see despair, but am reminded to go to Jesus. He is the one that will set you free from sin, despair, desperation, and a constant struggle of life. i want to see clarity, but all i see is the blur of my own sins. God, help me see a clear view of you......